Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Pitty Party!
K. so do you ever just have those days where you feel sorry for yourself? Well I have been having way too many of those lately, and I know it's so ridiculous of me but I just can't help it! I just hate the fact that my husband has to be gone SO much! It's so not fair to me and my girls or him but that's just the way life is right? Well really how long is my life going to be like this? With the economy the way it is, we might live like this for the rest of our lives! I love my husband so much and I miss him more than words can say and I know he feels the same, but it's just too stinkin hard. I know things could be so much worse and I know that I have been blessed in more ways than I can even say. I have a beautiful home, awesome kids and a husband that would do anything for us! But the thing I want the most is just a husband that gets to come home every night and spend time with his family...something most people just take for granted, right? I am so grateful for the man that Shan is, I can only imagine how hard it is for him as well! I can't wait for the day to come where Shan only has to work ONE job and be home with us EVERY night, that day can't come soon enough! Kinda a lame post I know but I just had to write what I've been feeling.
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I know exactly how you feel! And the worst part is I often complain to my husband about him working so much but if he didn't we wouldn't survive and I wouldn't be able to stay home, so like you I am so grateful but it's super hard. When I first had Iyrlend Zach had to work like two days later and I was kinda upset about it and my mom's friend was like now that you have a kid you'll realize that you don't have a husband cuz they're working so you can stay home with the kids. And that's how it feels most days, it doesn't seem fair but I guess it's life.
I am sorry! The economy does suck. But it will get better and so will the crappy days. How often is shan gone. Weeks at a time or is he just home late every night? I am gonna be home in a few weeks all by myself without my hubby so we will have to get together and let the kids play.
Oh dear- don't we all have those oh so wonderful days huh!!! But ya know I'm on that other side of the boat- Ya know Shans side- and we feel it to! I wish I could be with my kids all the time and not doing school or work! It gets so frustrating paying bills and knowing it's still not enough! But i just think this is how it goes and you have to work harder to get ahead and i think thats what Shan is doing! But see Shan NEVER complains well i ALWAYS complain haha! But he is so good to you guys and know he's feeling the same way to and one it'll change just one day but that requires hard work unfortunately!!! Love you bum and hope you get happier tomorrow!!!! But WE all have our downer days!
I love you friend!!
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